01-05-2019, 10:25 AM
(01-05-2019, 02:57 AM)MirahM Wrote: But it sounded like you were saying if you lived on your own you would make those things for yourself? Yes?
Yes. I'd like to think so. Right now it feels like I'm living life on everyone else's schedule. But aside from work it would nice to be have a bit more freedom to do what I want, when I want.
But who knows....maybe back then I was only doing those things to please my mom and brothers and not have them think of me as a lazy fat fuck shit person. To appear more normal. But then again, back then I was also more adventurous. Walked a little bit outside the apartment in drag.