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[Blindgreed1]

Its really not the end of the world, cancer, quite a few advancements there,so many are put into remission. Esophageal cancer killed my Dad but he lived till 70 so he had 20 years I'm on my 4^th year in remission for cholorectal cancer. It's not the end of the world by a long stretch. I think of it as a new beginning as I would not even be typing useless crap had I just said fuckit, my time has come.

I got out of it by the skin of my teeth. Catching it early is key though. I had 3^rd stage. But I'm OK somewhat and my life has not been interrupted very much. I'm normal in all my physical capacities, but my mind, that's all frazzled and needs rope work with a binding.

So its not a death sentence, pancreatic cancer is though.

Biopsy and CT results come back today. Once those questions are answered we will have a better idea of what his chances of recovery are.