05-01-2018, 05:08 PM
I'm scared shitless of dying. Absolutely petrified. There was a time as I would be drifting off to sleep and suddenly my brain would scream YOU'RE GOING TO DIE. It would be overwhelming to me, just the simple thought that one day I was going to die. I can hardly bear to think about it. It's not like the rules are going to be loosened for me and I can get out of this shit alive. I have goose bumps.