02-08-2009, 07:37 PM
jackboots Wrote:i've cut down 4 people who tried to hang themselves. and stopped one who was cutting her wrists. one of my best friend's husband, with no warning or hint, went into his bedroom and ate his gun, she will never get over it. she found him, he was barely alive and gurgling.
it is rare for a female to use a gun, it makes a mess. they usually want to leave an attractive corpse.
is it selfish? yes. the desperation and hopelessness must be overwhelming. they aren't thinking right obviously. if they could only have waited until the crisis passed. it's always tragic.
I was really surprised that she shot herself. I didn't even know she owned a gun. Apparently she had a pistol permit.
That's what I am saying- how hopeless must she have been to think that killing herself was the only way out? I can't imagine feeling like that. Even at my lowest point.
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