Going down several rabbit holes

[Duchess]

Would you ever consider living in an intentional community.

I don't think I'm giving enough to live like that. It pains me to say that. I think I might be much too selfish, in more ways than one, and I'm not so sure I want people depending on me for anything more than work related responsibilities.

After reading a little about it, I thought it sounded like a commitment. A commitment is a tremendous responsibility and I feel like it covers a wide range. I feel very anxious simply considering that. A commitment. Oh God.