I'm on an out

[Duchess]

This is the first time I came back and said to myself, "I miss civilization"
Maybe my out wasn't long enough! I'm already planning my next time out.

It wasn't long enough, that's all. Sometimes we have to be careful what we wish for, we might get it. In that I mean you have always really enjoyed living away from civilization, you like the peace and the solitude it brings you, you aren't the type who needs others around in order to be happy and fulfilled, you are content with yourself. In your planning, schedule more time away.