02-08-2020, 12:58 AM
I've been working with this gal at work and she sits sooo close to me, like her legs are touching mine, her feet sometimes. I usually move because of "people's bubble space" but she has none.
She also comments on whatever perfume I am wearing, or how my hair smells.
OMG it drives me crazy.
So last night I was falling asleep thinking, "Yeah, maybe I'm a lesbian after all"
AND THEN
I had the sexiest lesbian dream ever, the hottest I've ever had. OH MY GOD. I mean I am sure I may have said something out loud. I woke up and I was just like, "WOW, did I scream or say something outloud?" "Could my neighbors hear me?"
And then of course I had to go to work and there she was and I could not stop thinking about her.
I hate being attracted to people that I will never date.
Cue sally's "Ew You are Gross!"
There was one guy that was there the other day that I could have easily gone home with. For sure.
How am I ever going to settle down and find a relationship? There are very few single people in this town. I despise on line dating sites. I really don't want to find someone that way.
She also comments on whatever perfume I am wearing, or how my hair smells.
OMG it drives me crazy.
So last night I was falling asleep thinking, "Yeah, maybe I'm a lesbian after all"
AND THEN
I had the sexiest lesbian dream ever, the hottest I've ever had. OH MY GOD. I mean I am sure I may have said something out loud. I woke up and I was just like, "WOW, did I scream or say something outloud?" "Could my neighbors hear me?"
And then of course I had to go to work and there she was and I could not stop thinking about her.
I hate being attracted to people that I will never date.
Cue sally's "Ew You are Gross!"
There was one guy that was there the other day that I could have easily gone home with. For sure.
How am I ever going to settle down and find a relationship? There are very few single people in this town. I despise on line dating sites. I really don't want to find someone that way.