09-18-2011, 10:57 PM
It makes my stomach turn thinking about it.
I don't drink often. Once or twice a month, sometimes not for months at a time. I had a really bad year and it makes me dwell on the wrong stuff. I can only hold it together sober.
Isn't that fucked up? I used to be so much fun. Now I have this profound sadness to live with. I don't know when a reminder is going to hit, so I stick around home base more than I used to so I don't lose my shit in public. Such is life, I guess. I'm sure I'll be more fun when the boy gets back. That will help. I'll try your almost-suicide shots then.
I don't drink often. Once or twice a month, sometimes not for months at a time. I had a really bad year and it makes me dwell on the wrong stuff. I can only hold it together sober.
Isn't that fucked up? I used to be so much fun. Now I have this profound sadness to live with. I don't know when a reminder is going to hit, so I stick around home base more than I used to so I don't lose my shit in public. Such is life, I guess. I'm sure I'll be more fun when the boy gets back. That will help. I'll try your almost-suicide shots then.