06-07-2012, 09:22 PM
so where is big john?
Justice for Johnny & Lisa
26 minutes ago via mobile
Dear johnny I miss your sweet face. I miss everything about you. Nights are so hard to hold on. The kids go to sleep then I'm use to having you hang in my room and hearing you in your room while I fall asleep and watch a movie Now I go to bed alone and it hits me hard so I stay in my room crying all alone. I sit to protect my family. Your siblings. For they are all I have left. They are my everything like you are. It's just not fair that those demons took your life. Why didn't anybody warn us? Someone had to know. They planned it for hours. While we sat thinking nothing was wrong just enjoying each others company. I'm angry baby. I'm hurting bc of them evil demons with no remorse. You didn't deserve this and we still need you. I still need you. Help me understand. You come in my dreams but you don't tell me why this happened I must know. I need to know where you are now and how you feel and if you knew I was with you and how much
I love you. I need to know I couldn't have saved you no matter what. I need to know if you were in pain and couldn't tell me. I need to know those demons will pay for this by God. I want you back and I can't make it happen. You were just twenty one with so much life left to live and I don't know why they took that from you. You did nothing to them. Why why why baby please help me understand since I can't fix it. Please. I love you babiboi Always and forever. Your momma
Justice for Johnny & Lisa
26 minutes ago via mobile
Dear johnny I miss your sweet face. I miss everything about you. Nights are so hard to hold on. The kids go to sleep then I'm use to having you hang in my room and hearing you in your room while I fall asleep and watch a movie Now I go to bed alone and it hits me hard so I stay in my room crying all alone. I sit to protect my family. Your siblings. For they are all I have left. They are my everything like you are. It's just not fair that those demons took your life. Why didn't anybody warn us? Someone had to know. They planned it for hours. While we sat thinking nothing was wrong just enjoying each others company. I'm angry baby. I'm hurting bc of them evil demons with no remorse. You didn't deserve this and we still need you. I still need you. Help me understand. You come in my dreams but you don't tell me why this happened I must know. I need to know where you are now and how you feel and if you knew I was with you and how much
I love you. I need to know I couldn't have saved you no matter what. I need to know if you were in pain and couldn't tell me. I need to know those demons will pay for this by God. I want you back and I can't make it happen. You were just twenty one with so much life left to live and I don't know why they took that from you. You did nothing to them. Why why why baby please help me understand since I can't fix it. Please. I love you babiboi Always and forever. Your momma