I have a problem

[MirahM]

Don't you just hate it when you are forced into a position of being rude. At that point not only am I rude but pissed too. Ugh. Fuckin' people. 

Well I finally had to be rude and tell him for the final time that I don't want to be in a relationship with him. I feel like such a bitch. Its so dumb. I already told him but he didn't listen and I got busy and didn't just say, "No, stop, I'm not interested" I just left the message hanging there and finally this morning I just told him I wasn't interested. And then he turned from being nice to telling me to kiss my ass. And then we talked after anyway and he apologized.
Seriously tho I can't handle doing this again.  I'm not going to be with anyone or chat w/ anyone unless I am 100% positive I want to be with them. 
I'll take Maggot's advice below. But I am done looking. 
Good thing summer is officially over now!
Time for fall and hibernation.

I have to say that finding a guy just to get laid might not be the way to go. You should find a guy that really likes you and you can have a good conversation with. Go to a library, coffee shop, bookstore and look around relax and look for the unattached male. Go out for a few weeks. satisfy the cravings at home alone and find your soulmate. Stop trying. that's when you'll find someone. They may not be perfect but if they can make you laugh that may be the one. 

I know it's tough nowadays but I feel that you're a good person that deserves more than you are giving yourself credit for.

I am going to wait until I find someone more compatible with me and I won't settle. I think because of lock down and not having as much interaction with others is causing me to consider to settle and accept stuff I wouldn't normally accept.


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