SAD MAD

[IroningBroad]

Thanks Duchess.

I believe God put my husband and I together for a reason.Maybe so we could procreate our wonderful kids.Idk..

I just know I'm sad all the time.I smile.. but on the inside I'm withering away.It's freaking hard.I try and think of the good moments.Which are few.

I want to seperate..which I'm pretty sure we could.We just won't ever be able able to have a relationship with anyone else, or remarry, until one of us dies.Or we could reconcile (ugh) and be miserable again.

Just sucks all around.

Sorry to hear of your misfortune IB. I'm sad for you, and mad that it happened.

Since the church is an important part of your life, maybe you could consider seeking counseling from your parish priest. I've seen it work for many people I know.

If not that, possibly seeing a professional counselor!

Sometime "professionals" who see hundreds of clients with similar problems can pinpoint your exact problem, that you may think only you & your spouse have. Some times things are not beyond repair. Many times, professionals can determine the answer to that!

Well Good luck & Best wishes in whatever you decide to do!

Thanks Carsman!My husband doesn't want us to go see our pastor for counseling.So, I guess I just get the privelege of keeping this bottled up inside

Ok, some people for whatever reason don't like to get their church involved in their personal affairs.

If not that, then possibly see if you can talk him into seeing a professional counselor!

You are still very young, too young to live another 40- 50 years in total misery, if you won't divorce him!

You need to take some kind of action, it will be for your own good mental health!

Be brave, just do it! Good Luck!

Carsman, maybe xanax is the counseling I need ..lol..but thinks for the advice and well wishes.