01-16-2022, 11:10 PM
(01-16-2022, 10:42 PM)sally Wrote: I've lived with him 30 years. I hate him to the core of my very being. I dont wish anything bad on him or anything, he's a good dad. Everything about him just gets on my goddamn nerves, I try to keep myself from feeling that way, but it doesn't work. He makes me physically sick.
I'm concerned because you sound like you're at the end of your tether. Have you tried doing something that gets you out of the house, like yoga? Doing something that gives you some satisfaction on a regular basis would make a difference.