ELECTION 2020

[Clang McFly]

I've got a good State job, freedom to do what I want, when I want, money to support my crossdressing, geek/nerd lifestyle, hang out with friends for poker and cigars,etc. I may not be successful in society's eyes, but I'm successful in my eyes and that is all that matters to me.

That's the best possible attitude to have, Clang. I agree with you. Everything you listed is meaningful to you and that matters, it makes you happy and that's everything.

I'm trying. I like to think I'm better than I was last year when I wanted to kill myself over parking/parking tickets. I'm trying to to take all the bad stuff that keeps hsppening to me in stride. The crucifix fell off the wall, broke Christ's right arm. My right shoulder is still messed up. If I believed in the supernatural I'd be freaking out right now thinking I'm cursed by demons or something.