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[imsuchawildflower]

Get busy. Start finding boxes and purging the shit that you dont need or want to take with you. Maybe even sell some shit to make a little extra money. Box up the non-essentials. Get EXCITED! Sometimes, if you explain to your landlord the circumstances, they wont make you pay the rest of the lease, because your dad having such big medical issues is out of your control. Id let him know once you have secured a place to move in, that way he can prepare to rent the apt out. Courtesy goes a long way. Also make sure that apt is spotless when you move out. Perhaps you can get some, if not all, of your deposit back! I sure hope you get this apt...my heart dropped at the thought of you not having a place to live.