12-24-2011, 08:15 PM
(12-23-2011, 08:20 AM)pspence Wrote: I know what you mean KoKo...I feel like that about Johnny too...such a tragedy.
right. I remember thinking how it could have been me and my bf the very first time i read what happened. like, i've had more than one nightmare with them in it one way or another, one being so scary I woke up in the middle of the night and could not fall back asleep. and those are the only nightmares i remember having in years.
it's terrible, scary and downright disturbing. the thing is, you can't leave it alone you just keep wanting to know more. more history on everyone involved, more details on HOW it really went down or the ever-present WHY? Because they did not deserve to die, especially the way they did.
one thing i still wonder about is how neither Johnny or Lisa had any defensive wounds...other than the reports of Big John/Maytee saying Lisa had dried blood on the side of her head after the bag was removed, which COULD have somehow been from her struggling. I wanna say that was from the 911 calls or some early report, can't even remember now if that was confirmed. idk, that's something that has stood out in my head from the beginning.