Sick of OP and Esad thread

[Cynical Ninja]

When I first joined Mock last year it was because of little Zahra Baker. Unlike other people who have since joined I did not post regularly in fact I pretty much stayed within the crime section. Mock seemed like a huge place to me and the regulars seemed intimidating. I gradually thought that I had built up a friendship and repore particularly with the US members. There have been times where I have really laughed alot. I have tried to be as open and honest about my life, sharing what I could when I could without affecting my family or personal relationships. I have really loved being here, it has been a huge part of my life.

I actually thought I had friends and support in here. I now think that maybe I have been a little too forthcoming with information and this is to my detriment. Which is why out of hurt and responding to negativity I have battled this on my own. The fact is in my life, I actually like to help people and be kind and nice to people, and that the whole thing has decended into chaotic scenes of ala rackbar is a little out of my comfort zone I am afraid.

That last post that I put up, is not how I speak to people in my real life. The fact that I put it up for whatever reason does not leave me with a feeling of satisfaction, but disappointment, for a lot of reasons. That is all I wanted to say regarding this subject, I won't be speaking on it again. Thanks.

All in all probably the most pathetic, self pitying post I have ever read at Mock.

Who in the name of fuck do you think you are anyway? Mother Theresa?

Jesus Christ.