WHOSE FAULT IS IT?

[BlueTiki]

The 'rush' however of winning when I wagered made it all worth it.

So, is it my will power that keeps me from relapsing or is it my fear of losing my family that stops me? Either way, it seems I have a choice in front of me to make.

The "rush" of winning?

It was the losing that kept you chasing the high.

There are always choices and there are "needs" . . . some psychological; some physical.

Often the needs override the choices . . . and this is not mutually exclusive to addiction.

I'd like to know what you replaced gambling with . . . to fill the need.

I'd wager it has something to do with pussy.