Hi

[Midwest Spy]

Most people who are fascinated to the level of obsession by death and murder fall into two camps: those trying to defeat their fear of death by staredown, thereby rendering themselves somehow immortal...and those who live vicariously through the butcher's acts and crave the release of being a monster but lack the psychosis required to pull it off.

Maybe you're a little less like Gilligan/Shaggy and more like the professor?

If you haven't been published yet, that's a crime.