Do I fall in love too easily?

[Love Child]

Do you or do I?

I don't know if you do. I'll need more details.

I don't, if anything it has taken me much too long to pull that particular trigger. I have this theory that once you care that deeply for someone that person then has all the power, the power to crush you like a bug and break your heart into a zillion tiny pieces.

I agree.
But I hear they also have the power to do really cool things too. : ) I have experienced those things occasionaly.
The question in the beginning was just my wierd way of starting a thread.

I think I had "fallen" for someone whom I had a deep conversation with, and then was crushed when I saw them hanging out with someone else.

So I was pondering the question for myself, like "Do I fall in love too easily?" Or do I guard my heart too much? Sometimes I feel like I do both. I am both protective of myself and relaxed.

Great example, this new girl just arrived the other day and already she was my best friend after 1 day and I was so happy. And then all the sudden she is too busy for me! I swear I am not a clingy person. That is not my nature at all. But I do tend to fall hard, or wear my heart on my sleeve.

Sometimes I wish I could just not talk to people and sit and observe longer so that my heart doesn't get broken.

Next example: Common meals where everyone is eating in groups at different tables, I can't stand trying to find a place to sit, so I just sit by myself. I really don't care, but I put pressure on myself to be social. That is my example of me "protecting" myself.

Some people here call themselves introverts, I just say, "Na, I just don't like people" Well if you know me, you know that is not really true, but right now I am in a season of aloneness and solitude. I am mostly okay with this.
There have been more social occasions and I have enjoyed them as well. So I know I have not become a complete anti-social person.

What this all has to do with love, I don't know. I realized I was just purging. My apolgies if it isn't within the correct format!!!!