08-26-2015, 04:08 AM
(08-03-2015, 06:44 AM)Duchess Wrote:
I'm so uncomfortable when I see people making a spectacle of themselves.
Just try it sometime.
Just kidding.
Have you lost someone close to you where you feel like wailing?
Here is a story:
I was about to go Christmas shopping with a friend one year, she came to my house and told me a friend of ours had died-funeral was that day, did I want to go?
OF COURSE I DID! LOL. WTF.
The thing that sucked was everyone else had time to deal with it because they knew for a fucking week. I found out that day-so I was still weeping.
Fucking A-it was awful!
The new celebrations of life make funerals easier to deal with.
Another funeral I went to last year-my cousin, he was close to my age, military funeral, his mom wept loudly. We all wept silently with her. I miss him.
I have gone to a lot of funerals the last 2 years.
It is one of the reasons I went away to my mountain community. I can't even remember the names of all those I have lost the last couple of years. Sometimes when I get still, I think about it and I can remember.