11-23-2015, 07:54 PM
I don't think I'm wired to be afraid of anything, I've been in way too many situations where I should have been terrified and some weird instinct just kicked in and saved my ass, whether it was fight, flight, or running my fool mouth. I never get scared until much later, when it begins to occur to me just how bad the situation was. Then that shit keeps me up at night, but it isn't fear exactly. More like PTSD.
I might be afraid of outliving my body and mind, like alzheimers patients I see just hanging on, and on, and on, with no mind left and no mobility. I don't wanna die a carrot. But then I figure, if my mind is gone what the fuck will I care anyway?
I might be afraid of outliving my body and mind, like alzheimers patients I see just hanging on, and on, and on, with no mind left and no mobility. I don't wanna die a carrot. But then I figure, if my mind is gone what the fuck will I care anyway?
Thank god I am oblivious to the opinions of others while caught in the blinding splendor of my own cleverness.