Too Many Deaths

[Duchess]

I feel like a heel sharing about this

Stop that. Some Mockers have shared the death of their spouses, children, siblings, mothers & fathers and friends. We all have death in common. I'm scared shitless of it myself. I used to lose sleep over it. It was awful and it was illogical.

I saw my first dead person when I was 8 yrs. old. It was my grandfather, I have no memory of him other than seeing him in a coffin. I've seen a ton of pix but none really jog my memory. I saw a man die at a rest area in Whitney Point on the way back home one Summer. I was an idiot, completely mindless. I asked my friend why his lips were blue (over & over). Jesus. I see him getting CPR, I know what the hell is going on and I asked that. *face palm*