03-16-2016, 10:30 AM
(03-15-2016, 11:21 AM)Duchess Wrote:
I used to like getting drunk in college but as I got older I began having these self control issues and I no longer found it appealing. I probably need a shrink in regards to that, logically I know it's perfectly fine to cut loose and even lose my temper sometimes but the thought of "losing it" freaks me the hell out, I feel like I can never lose my composure, if I do I will have failed myself. I know that's irrational.
That's why I don't smoke pot, I can't think straight and I don't like that at all. Alcohol doesn't have that effect on me unless I drink a whole lot, but I'm ok with just a few or 12 beers.