DO YOU EVER...

[Duchess]

I announced on FB that I was thinking about going back to college and a family member called me and said that wasn't a good idea and told me I should just get a job and not worry about school and don't get myself into debt.
I stewed about it at first but then I finally called them back and told them how it made me feel.
I felt better after I did that, but honestly I fucking can't even believe I accepted that person's call. I took them off FB, I don't need the kind of negativity that person spews every time I want to do something for myself.
But I still feel like crap and I feel like a little of my spirit was killed. I shouldn't give a person so much power. I don't know why I let it rent space in my head. I played Alanis Morrisette and that made me feel better. But then it came back to my mind tonight just now. : (

You darling girl, I don't know why people do things like that. They should just keep their mouths shut if they can't be positive & supportive. Any time one wants to better themselves it is a positive thing and it deserves to be nurtured. You go and you be the best Love Child you can be because you deserve that. This is your life and you're worthy.