GIVE ME MY DAILY BREAD

[Blindgreed1]

I'm scared shitless of dying. Absolutely petrified. There was a time as I would be drifting off to sleep and suddenly my brain would scream YOU'RE GOING TO DIE. It would be overwhelming to me, just the simple thought that one day I was going to die. I can hardly bear to think about it. It's not like the rules are going to be loosened for me and I can get out of this shit alive. I have goose bumps.

I'm scared shitless of almost dying and being in a coma and/or a brain dead vegetable (let the jokes commence).

That actually happened to my friend. She was fine and then all the sudden she said she didn't feel good and collapsed. By the time they got her to the hospital and discovered she had two massive brain aneurysms the doctors didn't think she was going to make it through surgery. She made it, but that was a month ago and she's still in a coma. She's only in her 40s. That's a horrible thing for both her and her family. Some people do come out of it and can regain some type of normal life, but it's not likely after so long.

That's pretty shitty Sal. Sorry about your friend.