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[imsuchawildflower]

Reckon you have probably done enough, Clang.
Find a place you can manage by yourself. Get used to being independent and alone. Hell, no people in the house will allow you to be as freaky as you want to be. Call it liberation.
It is not selfish to want to feed your soul. It will make you a better support and a better ally for your family. It will help you grow as a person too.

Perfect advice.
I moved into my own apartment and live alone for the first time in my life...and it was scarey at first, and a little lonely.
But I loved it once the adjustment period was over. Youre going to love it too, Clang. The freedom to live
authentically and with responsibility to only yourself is amazing. Spend some time getting to know you, and love you.
Find things that feed your soul and do them. But dont forget to do laundry and clean too. Living in a mess is
depressing. Make yourself do the things you dont enjoy, so you can fully enjoy the things you do enjoy. Im genuinely
excited for you. Youre going to love it!