CALLING ALL MOCKERS!

[Clang McFly]

Hi! How you doin'?  

I'm genuinely interested in knowing. 

Strange. On one hand I am thankful to still be working and have interactions (though some are jerks right now), on the other hand I feel a little jealous of those that are at home. And or those that are at home with their family. I miss my family terribly and was supposed to go see them this week, and will not be able to. I have a fear of never seeing my mom again. : (
I like that everything slowed down.
I like that this kind of makes people look at life in a different way. 
But also I am operating like a robot. Trying to keep it all in. Its hard.

How are you doing Duchess?

I'm jealous of the working people. I was mostly self isolating before the virus,but it was nice to have a reason to get up in the morning and get out of the apartment for 8 hours a day. Right now, my biggest concerns are hoping I get paid next week and hoping my car is ok since i haven't started it in a few days.i still have enough cash to pay rent and get groceries,but I'm worried if i don't get paid and this virus lockdown goes on longer, I won't be able to pay my bills. I know I sound selfish and they're are people in worse situations than me, but still I'm anxious and worried.