02-27-2023, 06:17 PM
Yeah it was hidden and because I wasn't really in a lot of pain I was not thinking I was badly injured. ER doc said most people with this bad a spleen bleed get dizzy and fall over within a few days. But I'm stubborn as fuck so I was just doing what I do and ignoring the trouble signs lol. My family not known for laying down until we just drop. Stubborn bastards all of us. Broke a couple pieces off my spine too, but they can't really do shit about it.
In a weird way it was almost a relief because I had this survivor guilt thing going where everyone else was all fucked up and I'm walking around like nothing happened. Felt kinda bad like I didn't deserve to get medical care while other people I love were hurt worse.
Strange feeling. So when they freaked out and were poking at me and talking about keeping me in trauma, I was like " see I TOLD you I was there in the accident too"...
In a weird way it was almost a relief because I had this survivor guilt thing going where everyone else was all fucked up and I'm walking around like nothing happened. Felt kinda bad like I didn't deserve to get medical care while other people I love were hurt worse.
Strange feeling. So when they freaked out and were poking at me and talking about keeping me in trauma, I was like " see I TOLD you I was there in the accident too"...
Thank god I am oblivious to the opinions of others while caught in the blinding splendor of my own cleverness.