04-28-2023, 03:00 PM
(04-28-2023, 06:57 AM)Piglet Wrote: To prevent you wasting your time, i am not gay, the proof is that i dont get upset at your accusation. It might be reaction formation, it is when, for example a gay person accuses another of being gay.
The gay person finds his OR HER feelings unnaceptable for some reason, then projects it onto someone else, and is violent in their reaction, even to the point of murder. What they are trying to do is murder their gay feelings.
If i was gay id have been leading that lifestyle from the start, theres no point denying anything. Whats a chocolate starfish?
I mentioned it in another thread, what you may mistake for being gay is that my personality does contain things thaty arnt usually male.
Forgive me, Piggy . . . it appears my attempt to brighten your mood and uplift your spirits has done nothing to abate your hostile disposition and, instead, fueled your continuing snit.
After reading your fairy tale post, I realize I committed an extreme violation of a right that is (and rightly should be) yours . . . and yours alone. It was inappropriate for me to “out you” . . . prior to the completion of your ongoing YouTube therapy and mired journey of self-realization.
I hadn’t considered all the challenges you faced, while remaining in the closet. The low esteem caused by the denial of your true self, the unlearning of both the stereotypes of hetero and homosexuality, and your feelings of “forbidden or perverted” non-traditional desires . . . all that makes you . . . you.
Piggy . . . my intent was NOT to be cruel or to embarrass you. However, it was a horrible act on my part, for which I humbly apologize, and can only hope that your forgiveness may be granted.
By all means, Piggy . . . imagine me any way you’d like! My self-worth and esteem changes immediately . . . based upon your beliefs and critiques.
Until the time when you find the courage (and you are ready to bravely come out), I’ll make sure the closet light is left on . . . as I only imagine it can be a very dark, fearful and lonely place . . . for an already scared Piglet . . . even while clutching Rupert and deploying the "projection" of mental defenses onto others.
Stiff upper lip, Piggy! Just because you are gay, I won't abandon you . . . like your wife did . . . because you are homo. I "Pinky-Piggy" promise!
(Housekeeping: “Chocolate Starfish” = “Stink Whistle” . . . the plaything you long for and desire to conquer.)