05-19-2023, 07:29 AM
Ive been on your website again clingo, pushing your tits together and youve got your soldiers out. The problem is that its not only you but your brothers who also exibit faulty upbringing. I wonder what went wrong in your formative years which is 1-7.
All our childhoods or most are faulty, so dont feel bad. The other problem is that you dont try to hide your proclivities, not only that you publicise it and expect admiration of some sort, while most reactions will be like mine, wondering what went wrong. You dont see anything wrong with it.
If i compare it to mine, such behaviour as yours would have been seen as sick and severely punished to the point i would never express it again and be in fear. And in that punishment my life would have changed, and comparing such to the world i would have felt different and shame.
Such boundaries would have served me well in the world, and despite having a conservative up bringing with firm boundaries, which also would have seved me well, i would and am secure in myself.
Children need firm boundaries they can bump against to feel secure, i dont think you had them, that whatever impulses youve had you have been indulged, and maybe encouraged, youve had no firm guidance as to what is socially acceptable and what isnt.
Like all socialists, if you feel it, go ahead. How dangerous is that, there are no internal brakes. Being told no will be like Kryptonite. Like your cartoon above with a green bloke smoking a pipe, there is no concept in your head of consequences, health wise.
Indeed, any attempt to help you will be scorned and attacked. On a higher level i wonder if God or whatever you want to call it, has put me in your life as a last ditch attempt to prevent very serious health consequences.
Even if you get cancer, emphysema or a host of other serious health problems you will regard it as acceptable, and i have no doubt that the reason you have been given a physical life is to learn how to look after yourself, and up to now are failing miserably. The reason your here wont be to help others, but to get yopur next high or whatever, how worthless is that.
Still never mind, you have a lot of lifetimes ahead, if anyone can drag you out of bed to piss your life up the wall again, over and over. And you do look different dressed as a woman, its like you cant stomach being you.
On the positive side you are honest with yourself, but not enough, certainly not enough to take action, or maybe you have, your still alive. Theres nowt like calling a spade a spade, as is my wont, and not minding my own business.
All our childhoods or most are faulty, so dont feel bad. The other problem is that you dont try to hide your proclivities, not only that you publicise it and expect admiration of some sort, while most reactions will be like mine, wondering what went wrong. You dont see anything wrong with it.
If i compare it to mine, such behaviour as yours would have been seen as sick and severely punished to the point i would never express it again and be in fear. And in that punishment my life would have changed, and comparing such to the world i would have felt different and shame.
Such boundaries would have served me well in the world, and despite having a conservative up bringing with firm boundaries, which also would have seved me well, i would and am secure in myself.
Children need firm boundaries they can bump against to feel secure, i dont think you had them, that whatever impulses youve had you have been indulged, and maybe encouraged, youve had no firm guidance as to what is socially acceptable and what isnt.
Like all socialists, if you feel it, go ahead. How dangerous is that, there are no internal brakes. Being told no will be like Kryptonite. Like your cartoon above with a green bloke smoking a pipe, there is no concept in your head of consequences, health wise.
Indeed, any attempt to help you will be scorned and attacked. On a higher level i wonder if God or whatever you want to call it, has put me in your life as a last ditch attempt to prevent very serious health consequences.
Even if you get cancer, emphysema or a host of other serious health problems you will regard it as acceptable, and i have no doubt that the reason you have been given a physical life is to learn how to look after yourself, and up to now are failing miserably. The reason your here wont be to help others, but to get yopur next high or whatever, how worthless is that.
Still never mind, you have a lot of lifetimes ahead, if anyone can drag you out of bed to piss your life up the wall again, over and over. And you do look different dressed as a woman, its like you cant stomach being you.
On the positive side you are honest with yourself, but not enough, certainly not enough to take action, or maybe you have, your still alive. Theres nowt like calling a spade a spade, as is my wont, and not minding my own business.