03-01-2025, 04:48 AM
Current mood has not been serene for several weeks now.
I can't find my peace
I can't find my serenity.
Last year I used to go out on the porch every night and feel the coldness in my bones and somehow that regulated my nervous system. In a way I don't have to do that as much here, but also its harder to do-the porch isn't the same, I step out and the next step is snow, I have to chip away at it as it melts so I don't slip.
Anyway
I need to find a way to transition into spring. I know how everyone loves that word now. I wasn't looking forward to it, but as I experience longer days and birds returning and sunny days I can see how it will be a mood lifter.
I can't find my peace
I can't find my serenity.
Last year I used to go out on the porch every night and feel the coldness in my bones and somehow that regulated my nervous system. In a way I don't have to do that as much here, but also its harder to do-the porch isn't the same, I step out and the next step is snow, I have to chip away at it as it melts so I don't slip.
Anyway
I need to find a way to transition into spring. I know how everyone loves that word now. I wasn't looking forward to it, but as I experience longer days and birds returning and sunny days I can see how it will be a mood lifter.