10-31-2020, 12:15 AM
I have been struggling this month. It is the anniversary of the death of someone who took her own life last year. I couldn't find a thread I had made about it, so I will just put it here.
I am fine, I do not want to take my life. I like life. I like living, finding new adventures, getting in to trouble and figuring life out. But even then I have my ups and downs, but I feel I have enough support I don't want to end it.
It is hard when someone in the community does this and people are left wondering why. I kept thinking about her this week. I thought, "Today is the last day she was alive last year" and then, "Today she decided she would kill herself" I cannot fathom how much time she thought about it.
She was one of the happiest people that we all knew. This took everyone by surprise.
I lived with her parents for 6 months when I came down from the mountain. They are devastated. But getting through it.
Anyway. TLDR dont' worry about it.
<3 Luv
I am fine, I do not want to take my life. I like life. I like living, finding new adventures, getting in to trouble and figuring life out. But even then I have my ups and downs, but I feel I have enough support I don't want to end it.
It is hard when someone in the community does this and people are left wondering why. I kept thinking about her this week. I thought, "Today is the last day she was alive last year" and then, "Today she decided she would kill herself" I cannot fathom how much time she thought about it.
She was one of the happiest people that we all knew. This took everyone by surprise.
I lived with her parents for 6 months when I came down from the mountain. They are devastated. But getting through it.
Anyway. TLDR dont' worry about it.
<3 Luv