I have a problem

[MirahM]

Thats it.

More of that.

[MirahM]

When the world still felt normal
but your normal 
and my normal
are different 
things
what is
thier
normal

[MirahM]

Don't you just hate it when you are forced into a position of being rude. At that point not only am I rude but pissed too. Ugh. Fuckin' people. 

Well I finally had to be rude and tell him for the final time that I don't want to be in a relationship with him. I feel like such a bitch. Its so dumb. I already told him but he didn't listen and I got busy and didn't just say, "No, stop, I'm not interested" I just left the message hanging there and finally this morning I just told him I wasn't interested. And then he turned from being nice to telling me to kiss my ass. And then we talked after anyway and he apologized.
Seriously tho I can't handle doing this again.  I'm not going to be with anyone or chat w/ anyone unless I am 100% positive I want to be with them. 
I'll take Maggot's advice below. But I am done looking. 
Good thing summer is officially over now!
Time for fall and hibernation.

I have to say that finding a guy just to get laid might not be the way to go. You should find a guy that really likes you and you can have a good conversation with. Go to a library, coffee shop, bookstore and look around relax and look for the unattached male. Go out for a few weeks. satisfy the cravings at home alone and find your soulmate. Stop trying. that's when you'll find someone. They may not be perfect but if they can make you laugh that may be the one. 

I know it's tough nowadays but I feel that you're a good person that deserves more than you are giving yourself credit for.

I am going to wait until I find someone more compatible with me and I won't settle. I think because of lock down and not having as much interaction with others is causing me to consider to settle and accept stuff I wouldn't normally accept.


Thread is done.
No more problems. No more candidates.

[MirahM]

That right there is campfire music. I can see doing that song late at night by a campfire. With everyone joining in.

Its really nice music.
Listening to it now.

[BigMark]

Sometimes you just have to throw frisbees at the moon.

[Duchess]

I would like to throw frisbees at the moon.

[cannongal]

I would like to throw frisbees at the moon.

Can you not afford frisbees?

[Duchess]

No  :(

[Clang McFly]

I have plenty of frisbees from my college days just collecting dust. You're welcome to borrow them any full moon night.

[cannongal]

I have plenty of frisbees from my college days just collecting dust. You're welcome to borrow them any full moon night.

She only wants to borrow them if they have 'MAGA' on them. 

[MirahM]

Well this is a new one.
This guy's daughter just wrote to me and said, "Quick question: Why are you breaking my dad's heart?"

omfg

Because you all are insane. Wow.

[Clang McFly]

I have plenty of frisbees from my college days just collecting dust. You're welcome to borrow them any full moon night.

She only wants to borrow them if they have 'MAGA' on them. 

She can use the Mushroom Agricultural Growers Association frisbee I got from a fun guy named Guss.

[MirahM]

Candidate #1 of my Big Fuck Summer has turned out to be a mansplainer.
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Candidate #2 of Big Fuck Summer just wants to Fuck. Only Fuck. Nothing else.
It was good for a few last summer, but not enough to keep my motor running-I need some intellectual as well. But he does know how to spank me properly.
Candidate #3 of Big Fuck Summer wants to move away from this small town to an even more remote location void of people. I can't do that. I am a people person. Perhaps I can convince him to stay here? Also I have yet to spend an extensive amount of time with him.
Candidate #4 of Big Fuck Summer is someone the gals at work pointed out to me that is single. He is super nice.
Candidate #5 of Big Fuck Summer is handsome, has a great job but I know nothing else about him.

Candidate #2 has texted me again. Wants to get a hotel room in the next town over and invite this other girl also. WTF. I haven't even seen my family or won't for the holidays. Once again, I am saying no to dick and pussy.
Plus he is only about sex. He can barely hold a conversation about "How ya doin?" before he gets to the "My dick is so hard" WTF. I CAN'T!

Candidate #4 was at the bank today. And honestly he isn't a candidate because he has a girlfriend after all. BUT he is so nice! So at least it is nice to see this person come through the drive thru because you know they are always going to be super nice. He said, "Well if I don't see you before Thanksgiving, have a good holiday" or something like that.

[BigMark]

Sperm bank.

[Duchess]

I don't think I like candidate #2 for you. No, I don't. He needs to be able to engage you intellectually as well and he can't do that, he's all about himself and his boner. Strike #2!  

[MirahM]

I don't think I like candidate #2 for you. No, I don't. He needs to be able to engage you intellectually as well and he can't do that, he's all about himself and his boner. Strike #2!  

Yeah, I don't know why I even engage. I keep thinking it is going to be different!   
No No No. I must say no!

I told him there is no way I could realistically say yes to something like that right now.