Current mood

[Duchess]

[MirahM]

My mood is irate.

that's your baseline Sal.

Double 
or whatever smilie Duchess used that I cant' find

[MirahM]

A friend's mom passed away last night. I got told about it in the middle of my work day. She was a sweet lady. Probably in her 80's or 90's even. She lived a good life and raised a good son.

[sally]

My mood is irate.

That was a lie, I don’t even remember saying that. My mood was apparently drunk out of my mind.

[MirahM]

Current vibe

Not only this song, but this video
Damn! Wow

https://youtu.be/A2qo1x9rcCc?si=TZM-rT75cpBVw-Z4

[MirahM]

I'm trying to do a million things at once today.
I have a class going for work
then I remembered I needed to order a new thermos seal on amazon
plus I wanted to write to the county commissioner about something
then I was doing a reply to a thread
then I was posting on twitter
and uploading a pic
and eating lunch
wtf
I can't fucking slow down today
Or I seem incapable of just sitting and doing one thing.

I TRIED!

[aussiefriend]

My mood is irate.

That was a lie, I don’t even remember saying that. My mood was apparently drunk out of my mind.

I stagger into Mock sober now! Not drunk, just old.

[MirahM]

Someone observing me today could have thought I was drunk probably.
I left my lunch at home
then I took off mid day to go back home and grab my lunch and refresh my coffee.
I couldn't find my thermos tho-it was actually at work-and it wasn't until 2 in the afternoon when I finally saw it sitting there in plain day.
Also, I left the lights on on Friday when I left work.

[MirahM]

Poke my eyes out
With icicles
I'll lay in the snow
Roll around
Get some snow in my crack
Just so I can feel

Ripping meat from its bones
Cleaning off a drumstick
Chewing on the crispy parts
Salty

Glaring at people as they walk in the door
Breathing in thier essence

Imaging, wait imagining
Imagining

[MirahM]

Racing to the door
Turning the door knob, finding it sticky
And cringy
I grimaced

[MirahM]

My legs are sliding all over the place.

[MirahM]

I think I'm going to have a full blown panic attack.

[rothschild]

I'm trying to be detached and keep myself focused on positivity. One day at a time.

[MirahM]

I am back to that today
Must focus on work and whatever it is that is going on here

[username]

Irritated.

Selling a house in Ohio is a PITA long distance. I can go get some paperwork notarized for that or I can do some early dinner prep. I’m ultimately going to do both but don’t want to do either. I always feel like I’m just trying to knock crap off the list so I can relax but “relax” doesn’t really happen until dinner is done and then I always have a new list the next day (like the rest of the world I expect but I’m a little burnt out on my particular list at this point).

[aussiefriend]

Why do you have a house in Ohio? Why are you selling it? What's irritating about it?

[username]

Why do you have a house in Ohio? Why are you selling it? What's irritating about it?

My Aunt died and her son and husband pre-deceased her. I’m the trustee/executor of her estate (even though we weren’t very close although I visited her a few days before she passed).

Anyway, with no family left, it was pretty awful going through her stuff when there was really no one to pass it down to. Beyond that it’s just logistically difficult prepping, selling and closing on a house on the other side of the country. 

We’re inheriting a part and the rest of the proceeds will go to her church and a few other charities. All fine with that (never really thought of inheriting from her anyway) but it’s a lot of work. Irritated by the work; sad situation that she didn’t have someone closer to her (physically and emotionally) or I’m sure she would have picked someone else.

[MirahM]

I can't handle anymore of this T rump talk. I'm going to go take a bath and go live on TikTok.

[aussiefriend]

Why do you have a house in Ohio? Why are you selling it? What's irritating about it?

My Aunt died and her son and husband pre-deceased her. I’m the trustee/executor of her estate (even though we weren’t very close although I visited her a few days before she passed).

Anyway, with no family left, it was pretty awful going through her stuff when there was really no one to pass it down to. Beyond that it’s just logistically difficult prepping, selling and closing on a house on the other side of the country. 

We’re inheriting a part and the rest of the proceeds will go to her church and a few other charities. All fine with that (never really thought of inheriting from her anyway) but it’s a lot of work. Irritated by the work; sad situation that she didn’t have someone closer to her (physically and emotionally) or I’m sure she would have picked someone else.

It is a lot of work, that part I understand. That is so sad she sounded lonely and a little isolated in the end. Sometimes the physical limitations and deterioration mentally contributes to that.

I bet she had stuff and things that were important to her, much of it gets thrown out unfortunately. It's funny the junk we accumulate through life. Probably having to go through all that too is hard work.

Much of mums stuff I didn't throw out. I couldn't part with it. It's mums. I have it stored in blanket boxes.