YOU'RE GOING TO DIE

[Cracker]

I am not violent.

I hope Cracker comes in & gives me that lil' Buddha thing. I wish I would have kept it the first time.

Which one? I Ching isn't Buddhist, it's Taoism with a little Confucian thrown in. It is the ancient Chinese Bible, I guess.

Links to I Ching:
http://www.ichingonline.net/index.php

http://www.way-of-tao.com/pages/oracle-i-ching.php

I enjoy reading www.zenhabits.net sometimes, too. Eastern religions are more non-religions and have more to do with how you choose to live your life each day.

Buddhism has more rules and is more of a religion. It is about our selfish attachments and how we cause ourselves harm by trying to hold on to things.

I think your preoccupation with death is a sign that you have something left undone. Something big, not the everyday stuff you attend to and accomplish. What is it you didn't do, Duchess? What are you going to miss?

Either that or you are a nutfuck. Sometimes uncontrolled fear is a sign of anxiety like user said. A pill may be able to fix it.

[Duchess]

Which one? I Ching isn't Buddhist, it's Taoism with a little Confucian thrown in. It is the ancient Chinese Bible, I guess.


I think your preoccupation with death is a sign that you have something left undone. Something big, not the everyday stuff you attend to and accomplish. What is it you didn't do, Duchess? What are you going to miss?

Either that or you are a nutfuck. Sometimes uncontrolled fear is a sign of anxiety like user said. A pill may be able to fix it.

I'm a realist, I understand that my death concerns are illogical. I really do know it's all in my head but knowing it & keeping myself from thinking of it right before I doze off are two different things. I really can't control where my thoughts lead me.

What I thought was Buddha stuff was something about needless worry, about fretting things that never even come to pass.

Depending on one's definition of nutfuck, I have nutfuck moments, yup.