05-10-2015, 05:23 PM
Nah, the argument was one she started over something stupid and then escalated when I refused to fight. My now-ex spent years with abusive assholes and learned all sorts of ugly nasty fighting tricks from them. Meanwhile, I don't like to fight at all. It didn't work well. After she ditched us HotD isnright, it was inconvenient as hell and required about five or six hundred bucks to get us home and we should have been done then: I was packed and ready. But she begged me not to and I'm a softie for crying chicks.
Unfortunately when the trust is gone there's only the slow death of the relationship. She would periodically snap and get reckless with her mouth and this time she told me to hit the bricks because I didn't trust her. So I said ok. Don't think she expected just how quick and cold I can fucking be when I need to.
I'm kinda thinking I just ain't the staying kind. Three years isn't what I had in mind for this relationship, but fuck it I've had shorter ones.
Unfortunately when the trust is gone there's only the slow death of the relationship. She would periodically snap and get reckless with her mouth and this time she told me to hit the bricks because I didn't trust her. So I said ok. Don't think she expected just how quick and cold I can fucking be when I need to.
I'm kinda thinking I just ain't the staying kind. Three years isn't what I had in mind for this relationship, but fuck it I've had shorter ones.
Thank god I am oblivious to the opinions of others while caught in the blinding splendor of my own cleverness.