WANNA HAVE SOME FUN?

[Donovan]

Bottom line, it takes two to make or break a relationship and I'd be a lot more ready to just say she was a psycho if every damn one of my relationships didn't end up the same way. So women, this one's spoiled. Steer clear. Unless you're one of those women who's into bad boys you want to try and fix. That line forms on the right.

Do you feel sadness or relief at being single again? Other than time spent with your son your free time is basically yours to spend exactly as you wish, do you find that appealing?

I don't feel much of anything at all. One of the side effects of my childhood is an extraordinarily strong defense mechanism that basically shuts everything down. Upside is it makes these situations a lot more tolerable and easier to talk about on messageboards where I know they'll almost certainly be mocked but the downside is I really don't have a lot.of control over when or if any feeling comes back. It also has a tendency to slip over into apathy and clinical depression if I don't find reasons to get up.