06-14-2012, 08:27 AM
I never ever sleep. After 4 or 5 days, I crash hard. I don't like taking pills because I'm afraid if something happens at night, I wont be coherent enough to deal with the siuation and melatonib doesnt do anythng for me. I don't getnon mock or anything at night bc if I give myself any excuse to get put of bed, I know I'm not getting back in. I force myself to lie there.
Just shut up. Just shut the fuck up right now.