Daily greeting

[IMaDick]

Lemmee tellya Ramsey, I'm not..and I truly wish things would have worked out. I dont like to fail, and I have, after 8 years. I've got a pretty large, and now relatively empty house. The holidays completely sucked donkey balls. I cannot recall ever waking up alone on Christmas morning.

With that being said, it was getting to a point to where I did not want to come home after work....it was getting to a point to where I was uncomfortable in my own home...it was getting to a point to where I couldnt say the simplest of things, w/o fear of it leading to an argument.

I could go on and on, and on.

In the long run, I know it's the best thing...but that doesnt change the fact that it still sucks, and I wish it wasnt so. I wouldnt classify my feelings as happy by any stretch. Relieved? Perhaps...like I said in another post, it's a mixed bag.

You did go on and on.

It takes 2 to fail, and 2 to mess up a relationship.

While you were feeling all sorry for yourself and how fucked up you felt in the relationship, you forgot all about how she was feeling.

She was as alone as you were.