Daily greeting

[Middle Finger]

Lemmee tellya Ramsey, I'm not..and I truly wish things would have worked out. I dont like to fail, and I have, after 8 years. I've got a pretty large, and now relatively empty house. The holidays completely sucked donkey balls. I cannot recall ever waking up alone on Christmas morning.

With that being said, it was getting to a point to where I did not want to come home after work....it was getting to a point to where I was uncomfortable in my own home...it was getting to a point to where I couldnt say the simplest of things, w/o fear of it leading to an argument.

I could go on and on, and on.

In the long run, I know it's the best thing...but that doesnt change the fact that it still sucks, and I wish it wasnt so. I wouldnt classify my feelings as happy by any stretch. Relieved? Perhaps...like I said in another post, it's a mixed bag.

It does suck Kid. Even though we know we are doing the right thing, it's still hard. But it gets better! Enjoy the quiet. And always remember you love your kid/s more than you dislike your ex. That is a lesson my ex has never quite gotten.

Stay away from Kid with your drama sponge, Fake-O-Flake.