Robin Williams Dead

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Don't be like that. Do you think that I have overshared a part of my life in this thread regarding my father? Part of my rationale was that I was previously ashamed and would tell people he died of a heart attack, it wasn't true. I didn't know how to process it. I think my life would have been much easier if my dad had been around. The pain doesn't leave you, you have a different kind of normal, it was a year after my uncle died.

I still blame myself. I wish I knew back then what I knew now. I thought he was bluffing. He wasn't. Even writing it, makes me feel like bad.

I am proud of your PhD. I don't want to do a PhD because I really do not want to do that much work, I know how hard to get it is.