03-20-2016, 04:39 PM
I am a terrible drunk. I get very sleepy and forget to keep drinking, I just want to go have a nap when I drink. I was okay with weed but not obsessed with it. But speed, with my hyperactive mind, had the effect of extremely potent ADHD meds. Laser fucking focus and staying up for days at a time? I'm down. That was the drug that made me horny as hell too, and capable of all day/night sex marathons. Problem is, eventually evertyhing becomes about chasing that feeling of focus, so I finally had to give it up. I was the most boring speedfreak anyway, I only ever used it to go to work or do projects.
Thank god I am oblivious to the opinions of others while caught in the blinding splendor of my own cleverness.