Hi

[Kurious1]

I'm fascinated by the depth of which a person can kill, maim, manipulate, eat and abuse another human being. I started this thing with death and the 5 W's into how things happened after watching Dr G Medical Examiner. I wanted to see the actual autopsy and the various parts on how they identify the cause of death. That lead me to search for real live autopsies, which then brought me to different websites that discussed death and murder. I became fascinated and at first couldn't look at some of the horrific pictures of accidents and murders. Over time i became desensitised to some degree at seeing those images, but the questions that are always in the back of my mind is WHY? HOW could you do that to someone? WHAT happened in your lives to turn you that way? These are just some of the questions i cannot get out of my mind as i read each case story. Spent the weekend on the crime library and lipstick alley, as i read about monsters such as Albert Fish......I feel like i'm addicted, but i dont know what i'm supposed to do with all this information. Should i become a CSI, look into Psychology(am signing up for a course in psychology, intent was to become a counsellor) but i'm now thinking that i should look into something related to this field....Dunno...Anyway, i joined here because of the same curiousity...hence my username.....Hope to have some good convos with you all....enjoy your day

[Duchess]

i joined here because of the same curiousity...

I think you're probably going to be disappointed here if you've come for blood & guts. That's a very tiny part of Mock.

[Blindgreed1]

I'm fascinated by the depth of which a person can kill, maim, manipulate, eat and abuse another human being. I started this thing with death and the 5 W's into how things happened after watching Dr G Medical Examiner. I wanted to see the actual autopsy and the various parts on how they identify the cause of death. That lead me to search for real live autopsies, which then brought me to different websites that discussed death and murder. I became fascinated and at first couldn't look at some of the horrific pictures of accidents and murders. Over time i became desensitised to some degree at seeing those images, but the questions that are always in the back of my mind is WHY? HOW could you do that to someone? WHAT happened in your lives to turn you that way? These are just some of the questions i cannot get out of my mind as i read each case story. Spent the weekend on the crime library and lipstick alley, as i read about monsters such as Albert Fish......I feel like i'm addicted, but i dont know what i'm supposed to do with all this information. Should i become a CSI, look into Psychology(am signing up for a course in psychology, intent was to become a counsellor) but i'm now thinking that i should look into something related to this field....Dunno...Anyway, i joined here because of the same curiousity...hence my username.....Hope to have some good convos with you all....enjoy your day

Why? Fantasy.

[Maggot]

Good luck with that. And MERRY Christmas just in case you turn into a jerk.

[Donovan]

Most people who are fascinated to the level of obsession by death and murder fall into two camps: those trying to defeat their fear of death by staredown, thereby rendering themselves somehow immortal...and those who live vicariously through the butcher's acts and crave the release of being a monster but lack the psychosis required to pull it off.

[Midwest Spy]

Most people who are fascinated to the level of obsession by death and murder fall into two camps: those trying to defeat their fear of death by staredown, thereby rendering themselves somehow immortal...and those who live vicariously through the butcher's acts and crave the release of being a monster but lack the psychosis required to pull it off.

Maybe you're a little less like Gilligan/Shaggy and more like the professor?

If you haven't been published yet, that's a crime.

[Donovan]

Working on it.

[Duchess]

Miniature donkey -

I tried to find a pic with a person in it so you could get a better idea of size.

[JsMom]

Maytee, Dat Chu?

[FAHQTOO]

Most people who are fascinated to the level of obsession by death and murder fall into two camps: those trying to defeat their fear of death by staredown, thereby rendering themselves somehow immortal...and those who live vicariously through the butcher's acts and crave the release of being a monster but lack the psychosis required to pull it off.

I don't know whether to be creeped out or scared.

[HairOfTheDog]

I don't know whether to be creeped out or scared.

Maybe Kurious1 is just curious about better understanding things that he/she can't imagine anyone liking or doing.

But just in case he/she is indeed obsessively afraid of death or harboring murderous fantasies, let's not invite him/her to Jamaica just yet. I don't wanna have to be all life-affirming, or running around screaming the whole time.

Kurious1, just so I can stop referring to you as a "he/she", are you a male or female?

[FAHQTOO]

I don't know whether to be creeped out or scared.

Maybe Kurious1 is just curious about better understanding things that he/she can't imagine anyone liking or doing.

But just in case he/she is indeed obsessively afraid of death or harboring murderous fantasies, let's not invite him/her to Jamaica just yet. I don't wanna have to be all life-affirming, or running around screaming the whole time.

Kurious1, just so I can stop referring to you as a "he/she", are you a male or female?

No Jamaica for you Kurious1...weirdo.

[BlueTiki]

I'm fascinated by the depth of which a person can . . . eat another human being.

If you need tips for better oral sex, just fucking ask.

What are you . . . fourteen?

Quit with the long-winded blah, blah, blah and get to the point.

Pussy.

[Duchess]

Goddamn I love you.

[sally]

Most people who are fascinated to the level of obsession by death and murder fall into two camps: those trying to defeat their fear of death by staredown, thereby rendering themselves somehow immortal...and those who live vicariously through the butcher's acts and crave the release of being a monster but lack the psychosis required to pull it off.

So which one is ESAD?

I think it's possible that Kurious could just simply be interested in what makes murderers and serial killers tick. Just like HotD said. I find it a fascinating subject myself since it's inconceivable to me how anyone could commit such monstrous acts.

[Blindgreed1]

Most people who are fascinated to the level of obsession by death and murder fall into two camps: those trying to defeat their fear of death by staredown, thereby rendering themselves somehow immortal...and those who live vicariously through the butcher's acts and crave the release of being a monster but lack the psychosis required to pull it off.

So which one is ESAD?

I think it's possible that Kurious could just simply be interested in what makes murderers and serial killers tick. Just like HotD said. I find it a fascinating subject myself since it's inconceivable to me how anyone could commit such monstrous acts.

Agreed, saying there's only two types of people interested is painting with a broad brush, but I think Donovan knows that. He's a pretty smart dude.

[sally]

Dono can eat a bag of dicks.

[QueenBee]

Find it NOT curious that the OP has not returned at all since posting. My bet is, he/she/it/forgot how to get back in. Or just got bored very quickly.
WTF possesses a person to join a forum, post a way from left field (even for Mock) intro post only to be never seen again.
Then again, kids are off school this week.

[Donovan]

My thought was Trolly Mc Trollsbane and my post was directed that way.

ESAD is probably closer to the first camp if I had to guess. He doesn't have that creepy vibe the other type generally gives off.

Sally apparently collects disembodied dicks in large bags, so she'd be squarely in the wannabe monster group. Plus she fantasizes about eating them so there's a whole Dahmer thing going.

[Duchess]

Find it NOT curious that the OP has not returned at all since posting.

It happens frequently. They usually register & leave or they register & complain in pm's that they haven't got access to all of Mock. Some become livid when they realize that.